Today, I find myself enveloped in a sense of peaceful acceptance. The recent passings of iconic figures such as President Jimmy Carter, Nikki Giovanni, Roberta Flack, and my own mother-in-law, who passed away yesterday, have created a swirl of emotions within me. It is a mixture of gratitude for the life I have lived, a warmth akin to watching children play, and a hint of sadness that it is all coming to an end. Much like an athlete nearing the end of a satisfying and productive career, this feeling is both fulfilling and bittersweet.
In this reflective state, I am acutely aware of my own finite time on this earth. But instead of a sense of dread, I am inspired to embrace each moment with intentionality. The unknown number of moments that remain in my stay here on earth are precious, and I am determined to invest them wisely.
Each day presents a new opportunity to live with purpose, create pleasant memories, and leave a positive impact on the world by freely giving what I have been blessed to receive. I am also reminded of the importance of cherishing people over projects and things, of pursuing passions, and finding joy in the simple pleasures of life. Most importantly, I want to be attuned to and enrich my relationship with the Savior whom I will meet personally when my life here comes to its conclusion. This relationship grounds me, guides and inspires my actions, and fills my heart with joy, hope, and peace.
Whether we are young or old, in pleasant or challenging times, what is now will not always be, and the future arrives sooner than we imagine. So, may our hearts be in accord with the prayer of Moses, who asked the Lord to “teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom” (Psalm 90:12).
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